30 Days of Kink – Day #5: My First Kinky Experience

What was you first kinky sexual experience? If you haven’t yet had that first time write about what you hope to have happen.

My first kinky sexual experience? Gosh. I would have to say that it was during my teenage years when I would masturbate in strange places. I did a lot of strange shit as a kid, from masturbating in a KFC, grinding my cock into the carpet of a bedroom so I feel that rough burn, I’ve tasted my own come as a teenager.

I can’t quite remember my first sexual kinky experience, as nothing fucks you harder than time, but I do know that I experimented with sight and sound and sensation. Even masturbating with the vibrations from a gaming controller. I played a lot with masturbating in a bath, you see, or out in the rain, or swimming naked.

But! If we really want to talk ab actual non-singular physical sexual experience, I guess that would be letting a play partner see that primal side of myself unabashedly. Just straight up – no false pretences, no bullshit, none of this falsely polite talk and reserved feelings that can come out – just her and I communicating our deepest darkest fantasies with one another in a cosy little space away from the rest of the world. That was erotic on a very deep psychological level because it was about realising there was power in my voice and eyes more then I knew. More than I could even control.

Yes, I think if we want to talk the moments that blew my mind, it was from realising, somehow I’m still unsure about, that my voice and my words alone had the power to cause this play partner to orgasm. Just hearing the utter confusion ripple through her wavering voice – ‘what the shit? This is…insane’ – just that breathlessness from someone was a very psychological, very powerful moment.

It was a step in understanding that there was power in me, as silly as that might sound. Dormant power right? Things I didn’t know about my self or how I behaved that could bubble to the surface. Small attributes that could effect my partner in a big way.

One thought on “30 Days of Kink – Day #5: My First Kinky Experience

  1. My first kinky experience wat when I was 19 years old. I was about to get married and some friends and I went out to blow off the wedding jitters. I knew I was making a mistake but didn’t know how to get out of it. While out drinking I ran into one of my older brother’s friends. He was 11 or 12 years older than I and gave me a hard time about my fake I.D. and all sorts of other things. I had always had a crush on him so I flirted. I didn’t think it would go anywhere.

    After a couple hours I was half trashed and my friends all wanted to leave so he said he would give me a ride home. Sometime later, right before closing time he told me that we were going to still stay awhile, did I need to get back in a hurry. I said no of course not because I was so thrilled to be hanging out with him.

    After everyone but the bartender, the bouncer and us had left the bartender poured us another and as I leaned over to pick mine up big brother’s friend started feeling my ass. Not just rubbing it but massaging it. It was incredibly sensual and was turning me on. The bouncer walked over and asked if he could do it too. Now I had been with a total of 3 men before this moment. It made me nervous and scared but I was thrilled and titillated too.

    BBF (Big Brother’s Friend) said “Yeah, sure. Go for it.” before I could even respond. The next thing I know I have two HOT guys touching, rubbing, massaging me all over and my clothing is being taken off for me. Now by this time Mr Bartender is watching and enjoying the show. I am on the bar, naked, turned on and they are sliding their fingers in and out of my pussy and mouth. Bouncer Dude picks me up off the bar and puts me on a cheap, wood grain look alike but actually metal table which is cold and sticky from spilled beer and cigarette ashes (you could still smoke in places back then) and spreads my legs apart and with no further ado started working his hand into me. I was so wet and excited I willingly let him. BBF walks over and starts unzipping his pants.

    BBF grabbed one breast and started squeezing it and rubbing my nipple with his thumb. He asked me if I were ready for this or something to that effect but I was so into what I was feeling I could hardly hear him. He put his dick in me mouth while Bouncer Dude dropped his pants and put the largest cock I have ever (to this day and including porn) seen. It was like he had a small child’s arm for a cock. It hurt really bad because he was NOT gentle. Not at all.

    I had only had the 3 men prior to this and the sex had all been boring before that night. Bartend got a blow job but never f*cked me. Bouncer Dude ripped (literally) my pussy apart. BBF got a blow job and fucked me up the butt that night. It was my introduction to kink and I knew what I had been missing in the bedroom that night. Taking BBF’s cock up my butt was the best experience I had ever had to that point in my life. I could hardly walk for over a week. My nipples were rubbed and bitten so raw they were cracked and bleeding for several days. I had their finger prints all over my body. The inside of my thighs were black and blue from almost the knees up. It was the best fucking I’ve ever had. I have never again been blessed with more than 1 man and another woman, or 2 women, again. I remember that nigh very clearly and had to use it all the time with my ex-husband to even get moist. I’ve been chasing that high ever since. It helped me be the little whore and submissive little girl my Daddy loves today.

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