30 Days of Dominance – Day 23

Day 23 – Is there anything about Dominance, either your own or what you see in others, which you question, dislike or are repelled by? Was there a time you questioned or were resistant to your own Dominant needs and desires?
Ooh, tough question.
I wouldn’t say ‘question’ or ‘dislike’ but there are some methods I personally don’t think are for me. And that’s absolutely fine because that’s for someone else and who am I to judge? Me! The guy that wrote an erotic piece about a spectre from the ocean claiming a teenage girl! Y’know? So it’s hard to really say I dislike one person’s thing because I know that’s important.
At the end of the day, I think there’s some old school gentleman in me wrestling with my ideals. Or maybe it’s just sometimes I want to be cutesy and vanilla-ish. Yes that’s a word. I guess sometimes I want to be light, because I need that contrast and in that contrast I shy away from the harshness that may come with a contract or another Dom’s ideals.
Was there a time where I questioned or was resistant to my own ideals? I would have to say that that’s me most days, yeah. Because I doubt myself, to be honest. I doubt my ideas, or my ability to be sexy. And that creates internal conflict with the part of me that doesn’t care what outcome arrives, it just wants to fuck.

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