Ascension and Rebirth in the world of BDSM

How many of us wander through life and ignore what our heart truly desires? How many of us settle for something because we are afraid to take that step into the unknown – the unknown that we have been afraid of since our childhood up until this point?

For those of us that seize the moment, we are liberated. We are set free. But you know what just occurred just this second? The people who were set free are longer their old selves. When we take that step, when we acknowledge the world of BDSM and the D/s relationship our hearts desire – we are no longer who we used to be. We. Are. REBORN.

We have our memories, we have our traits but our names, our old names – well, they should be thrown away with shouldn’t they? I almost feel like I should go by a different name when in the privacy of my own home. The name my parents gave me doesn’t seem to matter because the man I am now is someone different. I never thought my old self could choke someone and fucking enjoy it, I never thought I would relish in dressing a submissive or talking absolutely filthy during the heat of the moment. I feel like I’ve transcended.

I almost feel like the others left behind are all capable of such thought – hell, maybe they were meant for such thought, but maybe they are not ready to take that step yet.

My submissive – she asks to clean my shoes. She doesn’t know why, she’s just compelled to do it. She’s drawn to the subservient idea. Years and years and years of her life all building to this one point. What is that right there? If all that has lead to this point, were we not bound for this idea? Or is it something inbuilt in all of our brains, just waiting to be unlocked for everyone and some of us are just too scared?

This is the beauty of a D/s relationship. This is what I feel when I am sitting with my submissive and buying her toys for when I feel she has done good in keeping to her tasks. I look at her and I think how we are thinking and feeling what the odd couple in a relationship cannot. This is not to say that we are better than them, this is to say we are thinking in deeper and more intimate ways than those people. Those people may be afraid to admit what they feel. They may feel scared in submitting. One day they might even unlock the door and ascend.

I felt relief when I embraced my darkness. I have orgasms that are so intense and beautiful because I am who I needed to be. I am aware that this all might sound pretentious but this is how I truly feel, I feel this has been the next logical step in my life and because of it, I am reborn into the wonderful world of the shadows.

Spanking my submissive, taking her ass and making it raw – I feel complete. I feel each step in my life, each cameo of my Dominant One in my past relationship, has led to this point – to me fully embracing this part of me and just enveloping it 24/7. Since I have embraced this part of my life, everything I do feels enhanced and right.